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Kitt’s Blog Post
11:40 PM 7/22/2009

Hey check out a new fabulous book I was turned on to called “Angels in my Hair” by Lorna Byrne….

It’s about a lady in Ireland who was told she was retarded as a child when really she was just living with one foot in Heaven and sees, talks to and lives with angels. She can help you communicate with yours !!!! Just click on www.lornabyrne.com and check it out. I find it very hope giving for all of mankind.

Have a great day.

love and kisses to all….

11:40 PM 7/21/2009 - “Well everyday is not just another day, at a Goddess Boutique….. we have out very own soap goin on out here….Yep our very own Diva dating stories….my daughter is intelligent, sexy, confident and gorgeous all in one, and she has the dating life to prove it.Don’t get me wrong it’s not that she really wants all these dates, it’s just that she’s looking for Mr. Right, and unfortunately you have to go through a lot of gravel to find the gold.So stay tuned in, for a story that’ll curl your socks !!!!This is an ongoing saga so get ready for some real life experiences …..

back tomorrow….

love the head Goddess……”

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Well, first of all before I tell you the latest date saga, I want to take you back to the beginning….. rewind about two years, setting….Las Vegas.

Our Diva called herself, London Rose, while working to fulfill one of her childhood fantasies to be an exotic dancer…… being gorgeous, she had no problem getting the job…

It all started when one night at work, she noticed a mysterious man sitting alone in one of the booths, smoking a cigarette…..
She found out shortly he had asked for her company, actually it was a lap dance request. So of course the floor manager arranged for the meeting.

London slowly sauntered over to the table, wondering who was waiting in the shadows, for her. The thing is her admirer’s are always taken aback

once she opens her mouth to speak…. in fact they always fall in love with her, because of her obvious intelligence, earthy candor, and sexy sense of humor.

She smiled and sat down across from him in the booth… he finished his cigarette as London scooted closer and asked him what he was looking for.

As their eyes met they both realized there was something deeper brewing and as disconcerting as it was for both of them, they continued….

The next night he showed up again making the same request to the floor manager…… this time she was strangely cautious that he had come back for more…..

not that it is completely a danger sign, it’s just that in that environment, it didn’t happen that often. As she approached the table, she noticed he was smiling, and more anxious than the night before…. she began by asking him about himself, and instead of the typical visit, they talked for hours in that booth, getting to know one

another in more ways than one. Then he did a strange thing…. he offered to pay her $1000.00 just to accompany him to dinner….. I mean just dinner, as in eating food, in a public restaurant….everything on the up and up…… and she needed the $, so she went….

the plot thickens…..

tune in tomorrow for scene 2…..

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Drum roll please…..They met at the casino and went from there to a local dinner club.  The ambience and food were fine, but rather pale in contrast to the emotions and sparks that were building into a fire as they held hands across the table.  

The background vanished, the noise faded, the candlelight was huge as it lit the glisten of their mouths and the hunger in their eyes…..

He told her he wanted to see her again, in fact he wanted to set the date for their next meeting…. she learned he was……yep…. you guessed it…..married, but in the process of leaving his wife….

London was vulnerable….. just coming out of her own hellish divorce, dating , and still feeling frightened and alone, wishing for the one………one day up and the other down, riding the rollercoaster between depression and elation, hope and discouragement…..but….

no one knew…. how could they, she never let on….she was always the entertainer, hip, fun, sensual and open, beautiful, all the ingredients for success…..  

no one knew her secret longing, for the one love she would recognize, the one who would recognize her, the one who would let her be herself, who would not run from her strength, but would challenge her to rise to even greater strengths and the one who would allow her to be soft….  

to share and encourage her dreams, to lift her up, instead of drag her down, who would insinuate himself so completely within her body, her spirit and her soul, they would melt into one…. to know the bliss of not knowing where her body stopped and his began……..

could this be him ?  ….concealed within this simple and intelligent face, this deep and penetrating voice….. these hands that were so hot against hers,  this man…. as he sat quietly, and talked… his demeanor somewhere between professionally aloof and profoundly interested in her….

could this be him ?   somewhere between a liar and the most easily honest passion she’d ever seen…. she felt his desire for her sweltering like an ember just before it ignites …. a little frightened, she could not resist the temptation to experience his passion….

it was addicting… exciting… uncertain…dangerous…..tune in tomorrow….